October 2008
58 posts
Listenno substitute love, estelle i really like this...
Oct 30th
plan:aborted
so i had plans today afterschool. class meeting canceled them tho.  which sucks : [[ kinda sorta in a way better mood today than the rest of this week. making it one day at a time. which is all we can do. today was michael williams funeral. it seriously makes me think about life in general. he was yet another person in our general age group that has passed away. if God isn’t trying...
Oct 30th
“this girl, music is her life. it was there for her through all the drama, the...”
Oct 29th
whenever i have an amazing high, i always end up...
Oct 29th
Listendaydreamer, adele i love this song. i love her!...
Oct 29th
“So, I love this boy. He’s my world. 
But he doesn’t care. He’s off with some...”
Oct 28th
so...
still kinda melancholy. i had a really good weekend tho. me and my girls, and my guy had a good time, overall. just still kinda out of it tho. it’s one of those kinda days. still don’t know when i’ll be able to get over this. it’s ALWAYS in the back of my mind, like background music i don’t want. it’s crazy. and it’s like just when i think i’m...
Oct 28th
Listenmelt my heart to stone, adele story of my...
Oct 27th
“No one can speak frankly about pain until they are no longer enduring it”
– Memoirs of a Geisha
Oct 27th
Listenboyz [[mix]], MIA feat. jay-z heard it today on...
Oct 27th
“I think we have all experienced passion that is not in any sense reasonable.”
– Mr. Stephen Fry
Oct 26th
Listenit never rains in southern california, tony toni...
Oct 26th
“Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from...”
–  Anais Nin
Oct 26th
we won
against ozen. 36-7. it was an extremely awesome day. i had a great, great birthday. kinda down now, but i’ll get over it. i always seem to have to, so it’s pretty routine now. kinda melancholy right now. but pushing it. gosh, it always happens like this. =))))
Oct 25th
“The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.”
Oct 25th
Listenunder control, the strokes yet another one of the...
Oct 22nd
i cannot
install this crap on my computer!  this sucks ice. seriously.  >: [[ this is no good. no candy bars today!
Oct 22nd
Listenyou talk way too much, the strokes really like...
Oct 21st
i am like
in love with the strokes. it just keeps getting better and better.  i decided that i’m going to royally celebrate my birthday all week long. i’m a princess. for a day. or week in this case. so i’m going to enjoy it to the fullest. cuz that’s how i roll. lol ozen game friday, ihop afterwards. then going to the haunted hotel saturday. maybe getting a room? if carlette and...
Oct 21st
Listengalang, MIA feat lil vicious you know i was going...
Oct 20th
i finally got
PIRACY FUNDS TERRORISM! awesomeness, i know! am enjoying it as we speak. or i type. lol
Oct 20th
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Oct 18th
“Uh. Guess who’s back in the, house, With a bunch of souvenirs, and a...”
– lupe fiasco, paris tokyo
Oct 18th
homecoming is
TONIGHT!  OMG so excited. and nervous at the same time. lol much more later ; )
Oct 18th
guess what though?
got internet on my baby now. how ya like me now? lol. kinda excited about the game tomorrow and the dance.  i met michael’s mommy today. gosh i was so extremely nervous. like crazy. and we go together now. if you can believe. wowza. cuz i can’t. lol peace, love, and candy bars ; )
Oct 17th
“I am Heathcliff! He’s always, always in my mind—not as a pleasure, any more than...”
– Cathy, Wuthering Heights 
Oct 16th
Oct 16th
my mother
is getting just a tad bit out of hand she get so excited about stuff. i’m like, giiiiirrrrrrrrllllll, SIT DOWN! too crunk for me. she fussing about a mum now. i don’t even know what exactly a mum is. and she like, call that boy and ask him is he getting you one, is he picking you up, what are y’all plans? i’m like can you please calm your nerves for a minute. but other...
Oct 16th
“Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And...”
– Captain Corelli’s Mandolin
Oct 14th
Listencutty buddy, mike jones ft. twista, and t-wayne ...
Oct 14th
Oct 14th
my day
i had a very, stressful, but satisfying day. got to school this morning, and found out that mrs. kuhn had to be checked into the hospital, because they thought she had heart problems. now, while worrying about that, i also had to get the football program finished before 12 o’clock today. got that out of the way, and when i went to 6th period, found out that whatever i had did, was the...
Oct 14th
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Oct 13th
i’m actually reading wuthering heights now. proud of me? you should be. ate at my aunt sheryl’s house today. and had birthday cake. it has come to my attention that my birthday is imminent, since my name was on the cake. lol just felt like chatting peace, love, and candy bars ; )
Oct 13th
Listenacrobats, moony i heard this song today, and fell...
Oct 13th
Oct 12th
Listentoy soldier, britney spears i’m tired of...
Oct 12th
“I’ve got a vision, fuck a title, We the perfect image, you and I No...”
– tyga, (thinking of you)
Oct 12th
so...
i just spent the day with ernescia, chany, and tyla. fun. but way tired. we lost last night. 34-20, to lumberton. we was kinda pissed. majorly actually. and that doggone #14. i just love to watch him fuss at… everyone really. lol highly entertaining. but he’s cool in real life, the few times that i’ve actually talked to him. today, i worked at the education summit with the...
Oct 12th
Listenare you alone, aaliyah vs chromeo an awesome song...
Oct 9th
Listenmy name is, eminem one of my all-time favorite...
Oct 8th
alone time
is not good time. when i’m alone, i usually end up depressed and despondent. which ain’t good. getting better at it tho. music, as always, is my therapy. give me some throwback eminem [just drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?] and i’m a be okay… we were supposed to have practice today, but mrs. walker came and told us to “disperse.” lol i love that...
Oct 8th
Listeni know, jay-z ft. pharrell i love this song.  ...
Oct 8th
can you tell i'm on a wuthering heights thing?
Oct 7th
“And there you see the distinction between our feelings: had he been in my place...”
– Heathcliff, Wuthering Heights
Oct 7th
Fire and Ice
some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice. from what i’ve tasted of desire i hold with those who favor fire. but if it had to perish twice, i think i know enough of hate to say that for destruction ice is also great and would suffice. -Robert Frost
Oct 7th