October 2008
58 posts
plan:aborted
so i had plans today afterschool. class meeting canceled them tho.
which sucks : [[
kinda sorta in a way better mood today than the rest of this week. making it one day at a time.
which is all we can do.
today was michael williams funeral. it seriously makes me think about life in general. he was yet another person in our general age group that has passed away. if God isn’t trying...
this girl, music is her life.
it was there for her through all the
drama, the...
whenever i have an amazing high, i always end up...
So, I love this boy. He’s my world.
But he doesn’t care. He’s off with some...
so...
still kinda melancholy.
i had a really good weekend tho. me and my girls, and my guy had a good time, overall.
just still kinda out of it tho. it’s one of those kinda days.
still don’t know when i’ll be able to get over this. it’s ALWAYS in the back of my mind, like background music i don’t want. it’s crazy. and it’s like just when i think i’m...
No one can speak frankly about pain until they are no longer enduring it
– Memoirs of a Geisha
I think we have all experienced passion that is not in any sense reasonable.
– Mr. Stephen Fry
Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from...
– Anais Nin
we won
against ozen. 36-7. it was an extremely awesome day.
i had a great, great birthday.
kinda down now, but i’ll get over it. i always seem to have to, so it’s pretty routine now.
kinda melancholy right now. but pushing it.
gosh, it always happens like this.
=))))
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.
i cannot
install this crap on my computer!
this sucks ice. seriously.
>: [[ this is no good.
no candy bars today!
i am like
in love with the strokes.
it just keeps getting better and better.
i decided that i’m going to royally celebrate my birthday all week long. i’m a princess. for a day. or week in this case. so i’m going to enjoy it to the fullest. cuz that’s how i roll.
lol
ozen game friday, ihop afterwards. then going to the haunted hotel saturday. maybe getting a room? if carlette and...
i finally got
PIRACY FUNDS TERRORISM!
awesomeness, i know!
am enjoying it as we speak. or i type.
lol
Uh.
Guess who’s back in the, house,
With a bunch of souvenirs, and a...
– lupe fiasco, paris tokyo
homecoming is
TONIGHT!
OMG so excited. and nervous at the same time. lol
much more later ; )
guess what though?
got internet on my baby now.
how ya like me now?
lol.
kinda excited about the game tomorrow and the dance.
i met michael’s mommy today. gosh i was so extremely nervous. like crazy.
and we go together now. if you can believe. wowza. cuz i can’t.
lol
peace, love, and candy bars ; )
I am Heathcliff! He’s always, always in my mind—not as a pleasure, any more than...
– Cathy, Wuthering Heights
my mother
is getting just a tad bit out of hand
she get so excited about stuff. i’m like, giiiiirrrrrrrrllllll, SIT DOWN! too crunk for me.
she fussing about a mum now. i don’t even know what exactly a mum is. and she like, call that boy and ask him is he getting you one, is he picking you up, what are y’all plans? i’m like can you please calm your nerves for a minute. but other...
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And...
– Captain Corelli’s Mandolin
my day
i had a very, stressful, but satisfying day.
got to school this morning, and found out that mrs. kuhn had to be checked into the hospital, because they thought she had heart problems. now, while worrying about that, i also had to get the football program finished before 12 o’clock today. got that out of the way, and when i went to 6th period, found out that whatever i had did, was the...
i’m actually reading wuthering heights now.
proud of me?
you should be.
ate at my aunt sheryl’s house today. and had birthday cake. it has come to my attention that my birthday is imminent, since my name was on the cake. lol
just felt like chatting
peace, love, and candy bars ; )
I’ve got a vision, fuck a title,
We the perfect image, you and I
No...
– tyga, (thinking of you)
so...
i just spent the day with ernescia, chany, and tyla. fun. but way tired.
we lost last night. 34-20, to lumberton.
we was kinda pissed. majorly actually. and that doggone #14. i just love to watch him fuss at… everyone really. lol highly entertaining. but he’s cool in real life, the few times that i’ve actually talked to him.
today, i worked at the education summit with the...
alone time
is not good time. when i’m alone, i usually end up depressed and despondent. which ain’t good.
getting better at it tho. music, as always, is my therapy. give me some throwback eminem [just drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?] and i’m a be okay…
we were supposed to have practice today, but mrs. walker came and told us to “disperse.” lol i love that...
can you tell i'm on a wuthering heights thing?
And there you see the distinction between our feelings: had he been in my place...
– Heathcliff, Wuthering Heights
Fire and Ice
some say the world will end in fire,
some say in ice.
from what i’ve tasted of desire
i hold with those who favor fire.
but if it had to perish twice,
i think i know enough of hate
to say that for destruction ice
is also great
and would suffice.
-Robert Frost