i am currently undergoing a personality readjustment at the moment.
i’m sick of downplaying my feelings because someone else’s is more important. i’m sick of pretending to care about someone else’s messed up life experience (especially when its messed up because of something they did) when i don’t. i need to focus on myself. and my future. and what i want out of this life. i’m sick of conforming to whatever it is that that crazy school thinks is right. i need to figure out what’s right for me, instead of what everyone else thinks is right for me. soon, i’m going to be going off to college, and i can’t possibly imagine how i’m going to function if i’m going to follow everyone else’s path for me.
also, on a completely different, but same, note. i’m over hims in general. they only cause you grief. seriously. and i’m figuring out that dwelling on the past, and what went wrong, is pointless. if it’s over, it’s over. no use in trying to fix what is nonexistent. and waiting on him to figure it out is also pointless. because he’s not. so i’m going to quit bothering.
i probably sound ridiculous. but i get it, even if it doesn’t make sense. i was long overdue for this one.
like seriously? is it that hard to use full words when expressing yourself?
lol is fine. wtf is fine. even the new fwm, fwu, is fine. but when every other word is something like “den” “nxt” “wk” something is wrong. do you have an aversion to the letter “e” or something? gosh.
-my mini rant for the day.
Drake - Sooner Than Later
I want to marry this album, and sleep with it every night. Not Drake; the album.
The album is hot, but you know what? Lil Wayne messes it up for me. Every song I enjoy that happens to have Lil Wayne in it I always fast forward it past his part. I LOVE the vibe the album gives off but Lil Wayne’s autotune rapping and the annoying way he says things can get edited out and I would be happy.
& i thought i was the only one that felt that way about the wayne thing.
Okay, yes, we know. Its going to be a pandemic. and its not a good thing. but we’re not all going to die~
Also, Swine flu zombies, what? how did this already progress into people talking about swine flu zombies.
if it mutated into a zombie virus that would be MUCH cooler. stop giving it cool points.
And its not like people are dropping dead by the second. There hasn’t even been enough time for people to get BETTER!
seriously. it just started being in the news, what? friday? and now we all need to avoid convening in public places because we might die?
yeah freaking right.
personally, i think the only reason why people are dying in mexico, is because they don’t have the health resources that we have here in america. i doubt that its because of this pandemic virus is just that lethal, per say.
1. Alkaline Trio
2. Jet Lag Gemini
3. The Beatles
4. All Time Low
5. Death Cab For Cutie
- the Sounds
- Tegan and Sara
- Alkaline Trio
- Saves the Day
- Panic At The Disco
- Tilly and the Wall
- Jethro Tull
- The Matches
Bolded are those I have seen.
- She & Him
- Neutral Milk Hotel
- Bell Orchestre
1. No Doubt [im seeing them june 14th!]
2. The Killers
4. Panic at the Disco
5. Paramore [seeing them june 14th too!]
2.Drake [may 8th]
4.Panic at the Disco
5.The Cool Kids